Wednesday, November 20, 2013

In my cup

In My Cup

Earl Grey and later ginger breakfast
but neither was first choice
I only think I have to drink my habit
because it's habit to think it

So I told myself: you'll have the tea
and poured it in a cup of no import
Except my breaking from a norm might be
important as making coffee essential to my morn

Then I let myself think on more
than drink: on death and life because of death
and when it will touch me closer with time
or even too close regardless of time 

How death does not come and go
it's all around and through and
how we might never choose to free
death if it was ours to choose

So I think to myself: I'll make the choosing
into habit when the cup is mine to fill
and I'll choose to drink what's in the cup
when the filling can't be mine

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I wrote this poem a week ago, when our local community had seen two tragic car accidents in a matter of days.  Dying was on my mind, as well as what we do with our freedom, even in the mundane.  My uncle had also been admitted to the hospital two days before and then lost his fight with cancer the following day.  Three others have died in accidents since.

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